I’ve been in school for over 24 months straight without any extended breaks. No wonder I hate it so much right now.
That’s over two years of constantly telling myself I’m not working hard enough, that I’m wasting my time, and that I’m never going to turn in something I’m proud of overall.
Over two years of berating my writing, judging each sentence inadequate, and never feeling like I amount to much in the grand scheme of things.
The final, heavy whipped cream topping to finish all of this off: I always get good grades. None of the professors even begin to discredit my abilities.
Oh, this is too funny. This is just too great. This is… sad.
There’s a lot to think about, but not right now. Not when I still have so very much to do because I can’t let myself finish anything.
WHICH IS WHY I’M GOING TO LOVE THIS SUMMER. No schoooool :)link • •I don't think I'd have it any other way• •woo work ethic•